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Lunatic Soul IV: Walking on a Flashlight Beam

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Walking on a Flashlight Beam 

  • Released: Oct. 13, 2014
  • Colour: Deep blue
  • My ranking: 2

Four years after the Hero was apparently abandoned, fate unresolved, Mariusz Duda took up his story again. On the fourth Lunatic Soul album we would learn something of the protagonist’s past: how and why did he come to die? In other words, Walking on a Flashlight Beam became the prequel to Lunatic Soul I, recounting a tale of self-imposed isolation, loneliness, and longing, picking up the clues left in the song “Transition” from Lunatic Soul II and turning them into an album unmatched in the entire Lunatic Soul discography. 

It was an album that came out of a very difficult time in Duda’s life both personally and creatively, and this is reflected in a shift in the narrative style. The lyrics turn inward, examining the psychological state of the protagonist–we see the Hero’s deepest fears and yearnings, and begin to understand the reasons for his actions. The personal darkness that Mariusz Duda was experiencing form the foundation of the words he would write. 

Walking on a Flashlight Beam is the first album on which electronic elements make their appearance, and the sound of the album is sparser, stark and less ambient, evoking emotions of loneliness and anxiety, terror, and finally calm, as the Hero makes his way through the songs. The words are heartbreaking; the instrumental pieces redolent with disquiet. The only guest is drummer Wawrzyniec Dramowicz.

WoaFB is clearly Duda at the top of his game; many fans consider it to be the best Lunatic Soul of all, and I agree with them. The structure of the album exemplifies what Duda calls ‘flow’: the trajectory of the songs, the music, the arrangements all work seamlessly together as we accompany the Hero on his terrifying psychological journey. WoaFB is Inspiration at its finest; however, the emotional and psychological cost of making the album may well have been too much for him to ever contemplate repeating. The words of the remarkable “Gutter” are autobiographical: for a while Mariusz truly feared that in order to accomplish something great, he must excoriate his soul and live in psychological darkness.

Upside: see above. It’s a tour de force.

Downside: <shrugs>

Review: Lunatic Soul Walking on a Flashlight Beam at Ten

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Walking on a Flashlight Beam turns ten years old on October 13, 2024. This album has a special place in my heart, and I want to explain why. It was the first Lunatic Soul album that was released after I became a fan, but that is certainly not the only reason or even the main one. Of course, what I’m about to say are my personal observations, and you may disagree with me–but you’d be wrong. 🙂

I’m not going to talk about the songs, so if you want to read about those, I have a full review here.

When Walking on a Flashlight Beam came out in 2014, it was almost immediately recognized as something very special in the Mariusz Duda discography by many reviewers and fans. It was the fourth Lunatic Soul release, a solo project which originally was supposed to consist of only two albums (Impressions is an instrumental supplement), but at some point, happily for us, Duda decided to keep the project going.

It was an album that was made during a very dark time in Duda’s life. Personal and emotional issues weighed on him; and when he first went into the studio, things didn’t go well. In order to recapture inspiration, he had to re-adjust his thinking and change the ideas, the approach, sounds and mood. Originally there were to be guest musicians, but he abandoned that idea: only Wawrzyniec Dramowicz remained on drums. There would be much less of the lush orientalism of the first three albums, and much more in the way of electronics. Shifting creative gears worked because this masterpiece came out of it. And it is a masterpiece.

There have been three subsequent Lunatic Soul albums in the decade since, so how does Walking on a Flashlight Beam hold up?

WoaFB is one of those albums in my collection that is of such importance that I cannot play it very often. I feel that when I do play it, I must give it my full attention, to honour it with nothing less than my entire listening presence. I own a few other albums like that, but not many.

For me, it is the most inspired, the most cohesive, the most nuanced, and indeed most intellectual of the entire Lunatic Soul project, and perhaps of Duda’s entire output.* After ten years it has lost none of its power; in fact it has gained stature as the other LS albums have been released. WoaFB reached a pinnacle in terms of flow, vision, and thematic integrity that the other albums did not quite achieve. In the wider context, it pulls the first albums (LS I, LS II, and Impressions) together, and provides an anchor point for the whole project. It is an album that is much greater than the sum of its parts.

There are LS albums that I play more often, that I consider “favourites”: the astonishing Lunatic Soul I; Impressions; and the joyous Through Shaded Woods; but I will state outright that by any objective measures, Walking on a Flashlight Beam is the best. It is a true showcase of Mariusz Duda’s creative powers, an album where all the elements–the music, the lyrics, the mood and atmosphere–came together in a perfect storm of inspiration.

*with the possible exception of “Transition II”, to which I have much the same response as WoaFB but this of course is not an album, and is a bit of an outlier in the LS canon.

There will be much more about this album in my upcoming book.